Partying; For the Wrong Reasons

So, ummm...I think I am having a pity party. Yep. I mean, everywhere I look, people have more friends, more accomplishments, and here I am...and my life is at a stand still. I mean, I don't know, I feel like everybody has forgotten me, or worse yet, I have forgotten how to laugh. I was talking to a couple of friends today and while they were laughing hysterically, I felt, well, strangely sad. It was weird, and not at all what one would expect to feel at a moment like that, but I felt bland. I mean, I dunno, what can I do to color my life? My writing stinks to me (I have no one near me to drool over it and discuss it with me), my voice doesn't feel up to par for the competition I am going to on Saturday, and I feel like my mom is eternally mad at me. :P

Yep, that sounds like a pity party to me. Well, I need more responses people!!! (no offense) It's just...I feel unloved and unneeded, and right now, I just wanna cry. :'(