A Very Disappointing Post

It's the last day I can post before school starts...that means that from Monday on I will actually have things to talk about. It will be nice, too. I have been feeling like my life has come to a dead end and I am just waiting for something new and interesting to talk about. And, well, when the most you do for two weeks is shop and be sick (I failed to mention that I was sick from the day after Christmas until like the 30th) you don't have much to talk about. I didn't even get to go to church, and we didn't have mutual either week either (my Wednesday night youth get-together thing we do every week) so I never got to see either J or C, so the drama for now has ended been postponed. As soon as I go to church on Sunday, I'm sure things will get weird fast. It is all C's fault, too. J has nothing to do with it. Maybe it is time to tell the story of C. I think it is. Here goes.

Well, things were okay in my life. I really liked J. A lot. But, you know, I am really young. I can't date yet. No big deal. I really don't mind. We are just really good friends, and I can handle that, since I get to spend every Sunday, every Wednesday, and an hour every morning before school, and whenever we passed each other at school. Oh, and the dance once a month. So things were good, and I felt confident that when I was sixteen (my dating age), J and would ask me out, and we could become greater friends. I mean, I wasn't going to obsess over him, or freak out if he didn't like me in the end. He is fun, and nice, so I knew I could trust him. Yeah, this sounds a little weird. I never thought it was that weird until I wrote to Thatriot about it. xD But, obviously it is. xD

So, with a nice relationship friendship with J, things were going okay. Until....C started acting weird. I was confident up until that point that C was okay, but....eh. I was also confident that I could like no one like I liked J. Well, here goes. It was a Sunday, to begin with (this part you must remember, for it makes the events that follow much more.....shocking). Now, I am starting to get cold feet about this...it makes me feel weird. I have never had such an experience in my life. And I really still don't know how I feel about it. I don't even know if I can describe it in the right way. I might exaggerated, or not emphasize the weirdness enough. I can't find that Skype convo with Thatriot, so I don't know if I can tell it to you all of the way. I will update this post later when Thatriot sends me the file so I can look back to where this happened.


So.....yeah. This post ended differently than planned. I just don't want to get the story wrong. Perhaps I will just write a new post instead of update. xD Yeah, that is what I will do. xD Haha, anyway, so I just had a story inspiration--get back with you later.


~Evening Star