So, really wanting to let you know that I think my blog needs serious help. I mean, really, sometimes I feel like I only have weird things to talk about. Ugh, I wish I was more interesting and that you actually wanted to hear me. So......................................................................................................................................................... yea. Let's see....that is it. Yep. Depressing, isn't it? I need advice. Should I do a remake of my blog? Like, give it a complete makeover or something? Because I have a feeling that it is definitely losing its spice. Currently, I am barely surviving life, and wishing that something would happen--something GOOD, preferably. I wish I could make videos of me singing or something (Like iRiOT who quit too early :P) I am NOT going to brag, because, well, others are way better, and I don't agree with them, but my AZ buddies (You know, where I once lived) tell me I have an amazing voice. I just, dunno, wish I could share more with you. But currently, I have no idea how to use the webcam to record. Also, I don't know what to sing, because I can't sing like everyone else. I sing...well, opera, which I am sure nobody but me wants to hear. That and the fact that I don't want my family to hear me (they are so...dunno, judgmental?) I can write, though, and I am much too lazy to write, because singing is easier. But I can't even sing here! My throat has been through everything, with the tube from surgery, and now mono. It is just too much for it, and it is just having a tough time. But, I will exercise it, and practice, and maybe iRiOT can teach me how to webcam? (Yes, I am from another age. I am 14 and yet I understand technology like it was invented yesterday. xD Yep, I'm bright)
Looking into the future; GAH! I will be FIFTEEN in November. That's right. OLD. After six months, I can get a learners permit. I am a KID!!!! Stop making me sound old!!! Yes, I am determined to hang onto my childhood for as long as I can. Call me sentimental. I am just weird that way.
Oh, I know just what to tell you! So, me and my other best friend, Kysee, (Who has been mentioned before) and I are planning on going to PARIS!!!! FOR TWO WHOLE YEARS!!!!!!!!!! Man, I am bursting with excitement. I mean, Paris is my dream. See, I have a lot of French in my blood and, what can I say?, it is just my world. I live and breathe French-i-ness. We are going to be foreign exchange students in college and are going to be roommates. I am planning on getting a pastry and a cup of chocolate every morning for breakfast and sit out in a cafe in the early morning light writing with my best friend. Oh, and hopefully a little inspiration. We are both planning on working our patooeys off for this. I mean, THIS IS INCREDIBLE!!! So, yeah. Then (again with the religion thing) I am spending two other years of my life on a mission. Yea, I am cheesy. Hopefully by the time I get back I will be into dating and stuff and be married by the time I am twenty three. Then, I can start adopting like mad and have my enormous family, all while writing, getting published, keeping the house clean, finishing school, getting a part-time job as a nurse, working for charity, singing in musicals, and just generally making a big (or little) difference in the world. Yep, that's me, wanting to change the world in only a short lifetime. :)
So, ta-dah! I managed to write a reasonably long post! (Even with a major lack of inspiration xD)
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(Post again soon!!! :D)
Evening Star
Oh my gosh, you should totally post a video of you singing! I love to hear people(: And I'm thinking about re-posting a new version... I'm just weird and judgemental of myself :b Also, if you want some tips on the re-designing your blog thing, I could help there, too! If you have twitter or youtube account or something or an email one you want to link, I know how to do that(: To create the little buttons that are on the right, top corner of my page. Or, putting a twitter feed on the sidebar. I can try helping with the webcam situation, but it's probably different for all computers. I personally recorded with my flip and then the uploading was super easy. Just email me or something with questions about whatever and I'll see if I can help! XD I love seeing your posts!!
ReplyDeleteThanks! You should totally post you singing again! I have sooo many questions and things that I want to try out. And I am glad you like reading my posts! (I like yours a lot too, by the way.) But see how sad I am? I am NOT tech savvy.
ReplyDeleteYes, about that... I retook the video with my sister so we're both singing and it's not too shabby. I have yet to upload it though, because it is saved on her camera :b Yup, I do XD and thanks. Haha, well just email me anything you want to know, given I may not be able to help with it all, I'm sure after a bit of researching we can figure most of it out!
ReplyDeleteI'd like to hear you sing! And I'm so jealous of you going to Paris for 2 whole years with your best friend! What an opportunity! (And something to blog about, which is always good)
ReplyDeleteWell, really, friends. But it is not automatic paradise. And anyone can go, if they are willing to work as hard my friends and I are, because most of us are dirt poor.
ReplyDeleteWhat a good idea, I will be sure to blog frequently! (Unlike other people who go out of the country and write...what...three times? I HATE that!)
And I DID try to record me singing, but I sounded SOOO horrible (I mean, I know I sound okay in person, but the way it sounded record was AWFUL) that I just gave up. I need to get a better recording device.